Friday, December 30, 2005

back to school soon!

i'll make this simple. 3 more days of hols. 72 hrs. physics not done. who cares. ok, got to eat dinner. bye.

oh ya, anyone here likes rain? just want to know... he's... so big. and meaty haha. u know he is 1 cm taller than Lee Dong Gun but 10 kg heavier? hehe...

oh... since i'm editing this post might as well i type longer... i'm really in to watching korean serials nowadays.... not that i'm putting Ada aside (just waiting for 4 serials of hers to come out next year) and i'm watching Jewel in the Palace! i cant believe it myself. mtyp sure kill me haha... i know i dont like the main actress, i still dont like her but i like the little girl that act as the younger version of her... so cute!!! so talented!!! and her friend also, young version soooooo adorable... even my parents say so... and the part her mum died was soooo sad that i actually cried....ahhhh... stupid producer make so sad for what.... but really sad lah... and the plot.... dunno. watch a bit only p to eps 12 cant comment much. but i know why it is so longlah... the perkembangan have to explain and explain... but it is very interesting... too bad school's going to start and i cant watch as crazily as i do now...

anyone done physics yet? if yes, please be kind enough to tell me how to do... i really dunno how to do...

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas Everybody! hehe

so it's been a long time since i posted something? well, haha was kinda lazy.... speaking of which, my add maths is not done yet. aih.. nevermind.... haha. so what's been goin on in my life lately? haha here are the highlights:-

christmas eve: dinner - steak with potatoes with some vegetables.. aih my mom forced me to eat the greens... those that know me know that i'm not a very big fan of them... hehe... well, then we went to church.. midnight mass... st peters.. we sat in front of the huge fan.. ngiahahaha haha. owell, i was supposed to be praying and singing... but got kinda distracted cause like every few minutes, my phone would start vibrating... lols... but the most unexpected and shocking sms came from the blood-related chin chong. my goodness. when i felt my phone vibrating... i took it out (this got myself scolded if you must know. cause my mom said that i wasn't supposed to keep sms-ing ppl when i'm in church. i'm supposed to pray =.=") anyway.. i got this msg from adrian.. and i quote you the msg.. it's soooo funny.

Merry xmas loser. Hohoho!

so i guess my present from you this year is supposed to be either a heart attack or something ey, santa adrian? hahaha. lols. i showed it to my sister and then she laughed at me. who knows why. lols. but at least adrian went to church... haha only once a year tho but at least something... better go more often... jeez, i feel like a nagger myself. haha

got a few sms from a lot of peeps tho i can't remember if i replied all or not... cause i was trying to hide my phone from my mom.. so that she won't catch me sms-ing.. lalala *innocent* but if i didn't... merry x'mas and happy new year 2006! (i must add that i'm not looking to 2006 tho.. sad form 5 :( sad spm ) heehee

anyway, we got home from church at about 1 smtg (st peters mass is very fast thanks to Father Chin. i recommend this church to all roman catholics haha) and i finally fell asleep at about 3 smtg haha.

christmas day itself: oh, like every other year i slept til kinda late.. ate lunch... then laze about and family dinner at home... always the same... in kl or kuching... haha celebrated christmas in kuching this year... been a while since i did so... lols.. usually i celebrate in kl.. most peeps should know.

let me elaborate a little of my history of when i celebrated xmas in kl.. we usually have xmas eve dinner in carcosa, wherever that is... with family and stuff. nice place, clean restrooms, kinda huge place, carollers present... and we usually get the huge table... ngiahaha oh and did i mention.. steal the confetti on the table and make a fool of ourselves with the party pack... haha crazy peeps.. anyway so there's the appetizers, main course, desserts stuff.. ok, skip food. usually we'll laugh and talk.. and talk some more after that.. but we children.. we just play around and eat.. a lot of food.. eating's a super slow process then. haha. although last year, we changed the venue to ivy's.. wherever that is again.. i'm not very good with directions.. anyway last year was so funny... me and my cousins and sisters, we all pakat make the waiters life miserable... so funny.. well, not me lar.. but my cousins.. so funny. he and his other cousin.. they were so ridiculous. they mixed my champane leftover (i drank a bit nia la) with the flower on the table, butter and some other stuff present... then used the knife to stir.. said they were makin some potion or something until the glass broke. then we kept askin them to refil our drinks til the waiter there got super annoyed.. and my second cousin was so funny. one time he asked the waiter, "excuse me, can you change my glass? it's dirty" haha.. he was only 9 then. then he and my cousin they went mad and started stealing the balloons from the whole place until there were hardly any left... so like we brought back a few bunches.. people were staring.. haha. we let one balloon go though.. it got stucked on the tree =.=" haha christmas day was lunch at some relative's house for lunch and dinner at home. see... haha. i know, my sisters, cousins, me and my second cousin sound like a bunch of annoying asses but we were so young... haha it was so funny.. entertaining mad kids.. haha

heard there was a small tsunami again? scary.. like last year.. thank goodness we didn't go sailing during christmas last year.. we did plan to sail to langkawi from the fly-infested port dickson marina... but cause we were short of an experienced captain.. we didn't haha.. thank goodness.. thank GOD!

nyeh.. still got some crazy stuff that we did or nearly did but i'm so lazy to type.. merry christmas and happy boxing day!

Saturday, December 24, 2005

My Lengzai and 2nd Lenglui




Carolling Rocks!!!!!!

Telling the truth, really. It ended yesterday… that was so sad… the way everyone split also so… aiyah… but nevermind… we are all meeting again… on 26th, 29th dec and, if possible, next year hahaha… that will be great!!! This year’s one was quite okay… but I wasn’t in the bus for majority of the days… 3 days. Haizz… but car also quite fun lah… especially when there’s a crazy person in the car… for 2 days that person was in the car… providing lots of laughter, of course! And I learnt 1 canggih Iban word. Smart leh… because the car I followed all of them were speaking Iban. What the heck?! Anyway, they got me into the conversation… not really… I was just listening to them rattle off and trying to understand what they were talking about… haha… a brief part about the people that make up this year’s caroling group: (not in particular order, just whatever name that comes into my head first, sorry if got spelling mistakes) me, my sis, Sarajane, Sally-Anne, Erich, Bryant, Harry (conductor), Susanna (semi conductor haha…nolah, she also got conduct bah), Juliana, Diana, Shirl(e)y, Kimberly, Felicity, Gina, Tracie, Felicia, Justin, Julian, Joanne, Jaclyn, Evelyn, 2 Tiffanys, 3 Alvins, 2 Cornelius’es, Charlene and Arlene (something like that lah, dunno how to spell) ++ again… some I also don’t know their names… anyway, it was soooo fun!!!! especially the last day, yesterday, where we split into 2 groups, then combine, then split, then combine again… the last house was the luckiest… we stay the longest, we sing the most, and of course, we were late the longest (more than ½ hour haha) anyway, that house provided best food man… got chicken wing, sausage, sandwich (the sandwich was so thick they used a tooth pick to put them together), some sweet potato thing, hot dog buns,… and drinks… 3 gassy drinks (coke, something and something), hot Milo and Ice Ribena… wahhhhh… got sweets, pudding again… maklumlah, last house awwww… everyone so ‘she bu de’ to finish man… then we take pics, crazy pics, serious pics, there was one when all of us stuck our tongues out haaha… we were at the last house for 1 hour past… reach home about 1.30 am today… so enjoy… then me and my sis were chatting away again in bed… haha… very fun!!! There was one house that gave us individual ang pau again…. For all those that didn’t come, you missed one more year of fun… too bad next year form 5 liao… haizzz… and am I nyanyuk or got 2 same lines appearing further up? If there isn’t, just ignore me. Getting quite crazy lately… and yesterday…. I discovered something absolutely horrifying (to me, and no one else)!!!! I cant believe it!!! For 2 years I saw this person and now only I found out (or rather, realized, when my sis saw it out the first time she saw)!!!! Ahhhh… it’s too horrifying to even talk about it… so change topic.

Anyway, to sum caroling up, I love it and so does my sis… this cas next year join lah… I ask Elaine join also haha. Remember who’s Elaine? Haha… so long didn’t see her also… forgot how she look like already.

Next… hmmm… ngiahahhaha… Mel saw my white horse prince already hahahahaha…. Although he said not so handsome lah… I agree… he is not that handsome but dunno why I just like him… hahha… I’ll post a pic (thanks to Cas for teaching me..) of him so you guys can see and comment, don’t you dare say bad things about him. I bu fang guo ni. Hahaha…. Just thinking about him make me smile again… hee hee… I found out his age and Han Ji Hye’s age, so young hahahaha… he’s 25 she’s 21. oh… she’s soooo young!!!! No wonder so cute hahahaha… he’s 6 feet tall (183 cm), she’s 170cm (haven’t beat my Ada yet haha) but all the same, they all rock hahaha…

To update you guys about my B.A. and D.T.A. they are both growing so slowly that I think they are stunted ahhaa… so I put some fertilizer hope they grow faster lah…

To Annabelle: sorry I couldn’t go to your house last night.

To mel: good luck for guzheng’s 2nd song.

Ahhh.. Christmas eve… this year I change church. I go St Joseph midnight mass, how about you guys? The mass I go is midnight (duh) 12.00 haha… if u ppl go, meet u there!!

Stop here lah, sorry if not long enough.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Specially Dedicated to…

LITTLE BRIDE!!!!!

My father borrowed from another friend, and fortunately we could watch the whole thing, the remaining 3 and a half eps… and the ending…I cant believe it. It is sad, but you can consider it happy la… I cant believe the ‘ye ye’ (grandfather) died!!!!! I cant believe it!!!! How can they kill him off??? It was soooooooo sad that tears were welling up in my eyes (those who know me know that it is really hard for me to cry unless that particular scene is tooo sad… in Lok Sun, when my Yan Fook died I also didn’t cry… Life is a Miracle I also didn’t cry…) he was soooo kind!!!! The way he loved and ‘teng’ Zhen Shu (the 18 yr old bride) and how he forgave her and forgot all the mistakes she ever made, no matter how wrong she was. It was reaallllly sad mann… he knows he was going to die, so he heard that she was good at sewing so he asked her to make a suit of traditional Korean costume for him (he wears that still despite the modern society) and the day before that she called and said she’d finished it and will give him the next day… that night he was suffering so deeply due to his sickness but he still kept on writing a letter which was posted to Zhen Shu and her hubby after his death… then at the middle of the night the couple just had this feeling that something was wrong so they rushed back and reached the next morning (if they started off the next day, they’ll reach during the night) so they were shouting ‘ye ye, ye ye’ to him as he was on the verandah… then he looked at them and smiled (he love them really much) and he was so happy to see them then his vision blurred and he died… that one was really sad… just thinking about it make my tears start welling again… so he died… not in time to see his granddaughter marry and Zhen Shu to give birth… then during the funeral and stuff the guy (He Jun? Sth like that, Zhen Shu’s husband) did not cry… then she asked him if there was something wrong and he said nothing wrong. Then she said if u are sad, better cry out or it will become bigger ‘shang hai’ to u in the future, but he still replied that there was nothing wrong… when he went to the stairs and saw his grandpa’s shoes then he held them and he cried. That part was really sad!!!!! Throughout the whole whole movie he did not even shed a tear then that part he really cried and cried… (I am starting to sniff now) and I felt so sad for him… he has no parents, only an aunty, uncle and grandfather and they love him the most… haizz… at least now I feel better, last night after I watched it I could hardly sleep. I kept thinking about it and why they ended it so like that… the costume part u watch also u know that the ye ye ask her to make the costume is for his funeral… soooo sad…….

for the happier part after that… Zhen Shu and He Jun had 2 kids… twins or what I dunno lah… and the kids were really cute hahaha… but I just feel that they didn’t want it to be a sad ending so they made the ending like that lah… have kids, live happily ever after… still quite sad because it was like the ending 5 mins happy and the beginning 40+ mins were tense and sad….

Some parts of the serial were really funny , most parts, actually… and the sweet parts were really sweet!!!!! There was this part when Zhen Shu had to go attend some stuff at their grandpa’s house, a supposedly very big thing and she ‘chu chou’ and she was so sad… then her husband called and she cried in the phone… then he was so worried he rushed back the instant although it was late in the night and it was a long distance… she was already asleep then he just looked at her and touched her face then she woke up, then she was like why are you here and he said you cry until so sad, how can I sleep? That part was sooooo sweet!!!!! Ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! I’ll have to brush my teeth again later. The quarrels in the movie were also funny, the most weird thing is that it is always the husband’s wrong. The wife is never wrong. So he always have to pujuk her back… that one was funny… there were really no pure antagonist in this movie… He Jun’s sister can actually be considered quite evil but she’s so funny that no one don’t like her… her friend, Ke Ying or He Jun’s ex gf also quite bad but she became good, that was not at the end of the serial, halfway… so that’s not the climax…haizzz soo nice this movie haha… one of the best after Lok Sun… and all my Canggih friends, u know if I recommend a non-Ada movie it is definitely worth a watch! Esp it is not TVB or China, but Korea, where I cant filter the title, the cast etc like what I do with the rest… ahhhh…..

Aha! Then those two also acted in a film ‘My Boyfriend is Type B’ that one was also very sweet… those two rocks hahahahha…

I actually sacrificed today’s Survivor’s Law to type this thing out… haizzz…

STRIKE AT HEART

I watched this quite a few months ago and now not much feeling toward it… but I must must stress that if u ever watch this serial, watch it because of Nnadia and not Charmaine or anyone else. Her character is the most tragic one… she was really pretty and sweet, just an overall summary on her character, Mong Dip is a person or Choi King’s (Shek Sau) accomplice. He brought her up since she was young and trained her as a fighter. As his main aim was to get rid of Chu Gok Zheng Ngo (Joe Ma) , he got her to pretend as a courtesan and make it such that she prefers Zheng Ngo over him, so she and Zheng Ngo became good friends, she, as a spy to know what he is up to. Soon, he tebus her and she went to live with him, as friends, of course…then it was time that she framed Zheng Ngo to help Choi King, firstly, she used his kung fu to kill some guy in the Wu Lin world, Chu Dai Fai Yi (some guy), and all of them thought it was Zheng Ngo that killed him. Then, Choi King got her to kill the ‘golden people’ which were actually his accomplice to overthrow the Song Dynasty, but Choi King wanted to make it seem like Zheng Ngo killed him, and that he bersubahat with the ‘golden people’ so she had to kill Zheng Ngo too. Meanwhile, she got pregnant with Choi King’s baby and he killed it as he thought that it was Zheng Ngo’s. when she got back after she killed Zheng Ngo, she asked for a day out with him, and she was really happy that she could be with the person she loved most in her life. There, there were ‘tan fa’, which Choi King gave her, and she made tea out of those flowers, and she wanted to kiss him, which he refused. Then, she brought him to their supposedly son’s grave and gave him joss sticks and asked if he had anything to tell their son, so he said he had nothing to tell the ‘yip zhong’ and that today was her happiest day and he wanted to tell her then that he killed her son as he thought it was Zheng Ngo’s, and he wanted her to kill her lover, which he also thought was Zheng Ngo because he wanted her to feel the feeling of killing the person she loved most. Then she asked him why he did not believe her, as he was her only relative, and she was even willing to die for him. Then he started laughing the evil laugh and he said it was because he trusted her too much that she betrayed him. Then he said u know the poison in you, I put it in, so she said so u actually never loved me, and he asked, what is love, and laugh his evil laugh then suddenly his head started to hurt. Then Nadia said so it was really tough to poison a person she loved the most. And he said you poisoned me? Why? When? How come I didn’t know? Then she said, it was really difficult to poison him as he was so suspicious of everything, but the tea he drank and the joss stick’s smoke, when mixed together was a poisonous thing. So he said you ‘zhin yan’ dare to use these ways to ‘hai’ me, and she said whatever I know today is what you taught me. Then he asked for the penawar and she said she spreaded it on her lips and she wanted to give him, but he refused. So he got up and kissed her but then his head was still painful so he knows that the penawar is fake. Then she told him, I knew you were lying your feelings on me, I just wanted to confirm. Then blood flowed from her mouth and she told him she was happy because she could spend a day with him, and she told her son that daddy and mummy were going to him soon, when she lied on the ground then Zheng Ngo came and transferred the ‘zhen qi’ into her, trying to save her, and asking her why she wanted to die with Choi King, she said that the person she loved was dead, what was the use of her staying on earth? Then he asked her not to talk too much and wait till he saved her, but she said the poison is incurable. Then Zheng Ngo said if he had learnt the San Zhi King (some kung fu) he would be able to save her…meanwhile Choi King crawled painfully away and in the jungle he was yelling for Sap Sam (some guy again) as Sap Sam was the only person who could cure him. On the other hand, Mong Dip vomited blood and she said Zheng Ngo treated her really well and expresses her regret that both of them were not lovers, or else they would have led a really happy and bahagia life together. Then she asked him if he remembered the poem he had said when they first knew each other, and he lafaz it, and they said the last line together, and she said that she did not regret having Zheng Ngo as a good friend, which he said to her too. Then she got weaker and she asked him if he could fulfill her last wish, which he agreed. She said that she only hoped that the three of them will be buried together, and he said yes, then she died. Then Zheng ngo went to Choi King who was in the jungle and told him Mong Dip was dead, and he said what was his business, Zheng Ngo said she actually didn’t need to die, he made her die. Then Zheng Ngo told him that she loved him the most. Then he said if she loved me the most why did she betray me, and Zheng Ngo said she never betrayed him. So Choi King said Zheng Ngo knew he wanted to kill him at the prostitute house, and when he found out Mong Dip was his people. So he said he thought her as a friend until she kicked the stone at the guy (LFA Wong Kui Lik), and on the night she killed the agent for the ‘golden people’ and he said so it was you, she was shocked, then he said who are you, how did u know our kung fu, why did you do this, and if she was Choi King’s people and if she was the one who killed Chu Dai Fai Yi. She admitted killing Chu Dai Fai Yi, and she said she dui bu qi him. Then she put out her sword to him, which he took and swung it beside her neck, a while later she asked him why don’t you kill me? Die under your hand I rela. Then he threw the sword and then she fainted. Then Sunny checked her and she woke up and wanted to leave, saying why u save me? Then sunny asked her why her baby was gone, and she said because I did too much bad stuff, God wanted to punish me. Then joe ma said is it Choi King’s deed, and she said when he was transferring the ‘zhen qi’ into her, her poison fa zhuo so he had to sacrifice one. Then sunny said it was not possible and went to talk about the poison and finished by saying that the baby needn’t die at all, then Nadia said it cant be, as her baby’s father was Choi King and he would not do such a thing, then Joe ma said he definitely doubted that it was his son so he wanted to kill it, and she cried. Then Choi King said if he had planned everything that will happen at the prostitute house, then he said, if I wanted to trick u, I had to trick the whole world first. So that night when she stabbed ‘Zheng Ngo’, sunny came out and said Zheng Ngo was really clever to guess out that Choi King wanted to kill him, then joe comes out and say thanks for his help, and sunny says ur problem is my problem, and that he used some stuff to make that Zheng Ngo was dead, and that it could trick everyone, including Choi King. Then joe ma thanked nadia, which she said it was her job. Then sunny heard someone coming and they hid, and it was a prostitute and she found ‘Zheng Ngo’ dead and she called for help. Then the scene goes to the part where nadia buries the jade joe gave to her son, and sunny wrote the ‘pai’ and he said the name ‘shun’ was good as it showed what a mother hoped from her son, and that the son will be someone useful to the country. Then she said it was sad that his life was like a meteor, just passing over a short time, so she changed the name to another ‘shun’, saying that that name fitted her son more. Then she sobbed and joe asked her to jie ai shun bian. Then sunny and joe walked a few steps back, and said it was the best time to take action on Choi King as everyone thought he was dead, then nadia said let me do it, joe asked if she ren xin to kill her most loved person, and she said because she loved him so she didn’t want him to do more bad stuff. Then she said isn’t that what u think also? So it ended there…then no more Mong Dip… so sad!! All she wanted was to be with her most loved person, and he did not trust her and only used her as a pawn. That was soo sad. Choi King was really evil.

Now, about my Mong Dip, she is pretty, talented, good at singing, good at fighting, good at talking, very understanding, but she just unluckily happen to be under Choi King…and the worst thing is that she actually really only loved Choi King in her life…so even if she disliked killing, fighting and pretending, she had to do it for the sake of the one she really loved… a bad life for her… don’t have parents, got the poison in her body (thanks to Choi King), get manipulated by him, live in the ‘dark’ as she is a spy, get misunderstood by Charmaine, get framed by Zhong Shu, not believed by the person she loved most, not loved by the person she loved most, her child killed by the father, and finally, dying when trying to kill her most loved person…and it was a waste!!! Because he did not die!!! Arghhh… poor her…never mind lah, as long as she reunites with her child…

Too bad for her…actually she got the best clothes in the movie, I think… she looked really good in all her outfits… and I especially liked the pink one that she wore when she died, it really fitted the light pink tan fa scene…so sweet…

Also, so chun her character and Ada’s character in Chang Jian Gao Fei are similar…similarities are as follows:
1) both their names have the word ‘die’ (butterfly)
2) both are courtesans
3) both are pretty
4) both clothes are gorgeous
5) both have tragic ending

this Strike at Heart thing quite long hoh… I typed it after I finished the serial… so quite old liao haha… just to let u guys know lah… haha

another one… Lok Sun… I menjiwai it? Hmm…. Haha… I love Lok Sun!!!! I know sure got ppl disagree with me lah… boring lah… depressing lah… hard to understand lah… whatever lah… I know… that’s what I thought about ‘War and Beauty’ I really arghhhhh-ed gg in there man… so annoying and asthmatic. Uhhhhhh… I like Sheren Tang inside… Yu Fei… haha… no wonder everyone liked her… haha…

oklah! Miss ½ hour of Survivor’s Law I cant stand liao haha… bye

12/12/05

Aku dah pulang!!!

Hehehe… hi again! After dunno how long I did not post… of course, a lot of stuff to write… haha… I returned from KL a couple of days ago… KL really rocks!!! Haha… not to live in, but to go holiday. So I have decided, I don’t really want to go KL for future studies. I’ll stay in kch. Partly because I don’t want to miss carolling. Today’s carolling was really fun!!! I’ve spent my whole day in church. Morning… church lah…typical Sunday go-to-church thing. Afternoon… children’s Christmas party in church… Holy Trinity… tonight… same…for carolling practice. The afternoon one really enjoyable lahh… we just went to sing a medley ++ when the kids were eating (KFC!!!) then after that we were done then we had our refreshments too… KFC as well!! Wow… unbelievable. It was kinda weird. Those parents accompanying their kids got kuih. We, don’t care young or old, as long as carollers got KFC. Big meal, honestly. 2 pcs chicken, mash potato, coleslaw, bun and drink. Wahhh… we could actually go for the kuih bc we were in the room where it was… ahaha…

KL again… this one was funny also because we booked our hotel and paid in advance but when we reached there was no room!! Hahaha… then they gave us a deluxe room when we paid for a standard one… and they said the next day we have to change room… and…. Of course they forgot… so we got to enjoy the room for all the days we were there… haha. And in Boulevard they opened a MODERN BEAUTY SALON!!!! I cant believe it!!! I feel so jealous. When will they open one in kuching? This month just open haha it was on an ad in the newspaper and of course I rushed there 10 mins after (alone, the rest wont follow me, brave, eh?) and hahaha… I made the right choice to go there, I guess… on the door there was a big big big pic of my beloved Ada!!!! Hahahahahaha….. then I got my sister to come with me and we went into the shop!!! Haha… nice atmosphere in there ar… honestly, all the flowers and so on. If only it wasn’t my last day in KL… so I got my sis to get every Ada thing there haha… a brochure and next year’s calendar… only like that. Haizzz… and the person there was like asking can I help you and we just kept quiet and after we took the stuff we just left hahaha… I feel so sorry for that lady!!! If I were older and staying in KL of course I’ll go and be a member to support my Ada lah… but I’m still not of age I guess… then after that I was so happy even in thee lift back to our room then my sister said there’s a camera in this lift. Of course I don’t care haha… and I got my Miracle Box too! Haha…. Although not DVD after all… sorry also that there were no taxis to and fro haha.. but it’s sooo nice!!!! Ada rocks!!! Too bad they didn’t have the real doctor’s stuff… haizz… nevermind…. I know Life is A Miracle is sadder but I thought this one was more touching… and sweet!!!! Life is A Miracle is all the way sad sad sad after Tracy found out she had the cancer… but this one after Albert’s leukaemia returned it was still so sweet!!! And Ada sooooo pretty in there!!!! Ahhhhh… hahaha…

Also… my fav Korean stuff (I am changing during this hols eh? Watching eng and Korean stuff nowadays) fav actor: Lee Dong Gun (li dong jian – same as zhang dong jian’s dong jian just surname different) ahhhh he’s sooo handsome, cute, he has everything to be a perfect man huahahahaha… big eyes, Canggih smile, tall, can sing, can this, can that, sweet, when his hair’s gelled he’s professional, when his hair is messed up he look so punk, etc etc…

Fav Korean actress: Han Ji Hye (Han Zi Hui –meaning smartness?) so cute, look young, pretty, and she fits the guy mann… haha, not much to say about her, but she’s also quite perfect (not as perfect as Ada haha) she acted in 8TV Summer Scent too!

Fav Korean series: Little Bride (Xin Niang 18 Sui – 18 yr old bride) this one really rocks!!! I really recommend to everyone because it just rocks, it has everything in it…humour, sadness, etc… and both Lee and Han are perfect inside!!! It’s so funny and soooo sweet as well haha… must watch!!! It’s just about a girl and a boy (10 yrs apart) their grandfathers made a promise to marry both of them then they story goes on… I can type more but I’ll blurt out everything if I do, and I don’t have the time to type out that much… all in all it is verrry nice. I protested about watching that serial when my mum just borrowed it then later I fell in love with it… really worth to watch. BUT I haven’t finish it yet because my player cant play then my dad’s friend wanted it back. Uhh… so bad one. Just ask so straight forwardly ‘give me back my disc.’ Cheh… to think I was so kind to borrow him 14 serials to burn. FOURTEEN!!!! And he cant even borrow me this movie longer a bit. Huh. Jing gak. Bei pei. Next time I don’t borrow him liao. Huh. A total of 533 discs!! Not counting that each disc is one episode, some got 2 and so on. And he borrowed me… 4 serials including Little Bride.. what the heck!! Okay lah, he help me burn 25 discs. Huh.

The list of serials he borrowed:
Armed Reaction 4- 40 discs (40 eps)
Fate Twisters- 22 discs (22 eps)
On the Track or Off- 40 discs (40 eps)
Healing Hands- 20 discs (30 eps)
At the Threshold of an Era- 72 discs (105 eps? Not sure, but at least 105)
Secret of the Heart- 58 discs (60+ eps)
Ling Jing Chuan Qi- 33 discs (33 eps)
Shui Yue Dong Tian- 30 discs (30 eps)
Xiao Shi Yi Lang- 27 discs (40 eps)
Da Zai Men- 40 discs (not sure, 40 eh?)
Tou Long Zhuan Feng (Fateful Swap)- 29 discs (not sure also. Too long ago)
Point of No Return- 30 discs (30 eps)
Tian Long Ba Bu (Jimmy Lin version)- 40 discs (40 eps)
The Legendary Four Aces- 52 discs (52 eps)

The list I borrowed:
4 sisters
Winter Sonata
Hotelier
Little Bride
(all not more than 30 eps)

so u know why I angry now? Why I yik him so much? Huh. Next time I don’t borrow him liao. Huh. I don’t know if he borrowed Elaine’s Golden Faith or not lah…

aha! This hols I drew my first picture!!! From Asiapac’s 100 Celebrated Chinese Women (a book I have longed to own) on page 92- Empress Zhen… my Yan Fook lah… that picture so hard to draw one haizzz.. prob school reopen I show you guys haha… my sis said it was nice also ahh… it’s an abstract picture. Even my aunty couldn’t fins the girl hahaha…

u guys watch Survivor’s Law? I do… quite nice lah, my sis love the song. Not bad lah.. lucky I have the song in one of my discs haha… I like Raymond in side… all of them not bad lah, actually, Sammul so cute. Bernice so funny, Myolie… nice lah…

I guess this post not as long as the other one… stop liao… haha.. bye

Typed on 11/12/05 Sunday

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

PISSED

I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE (X NEVER ENDING) SUPER DUPER ABSOLUTELY HAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE MY YOUNGEST SIS.

EEH. SO ANGRY. ONE DAY I'M GONNA DISOWN HER THEN I'LL SLAUGHTER HER AND THEN I WILL SKIN HER ALIVE AND THEN BURN HER AND THROW HER INTO THE JUNGLE FOR THE WOLVES TO EAT THEN I WILL GIVE HER BONES TO THE STRAY DOGS OR LET IT ROT IN SOME DESERTED WASTELAND TO DESTROY PROOF. HAH. JUST WAIT. ONE DAY!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHH SHE'S SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS... IF I GET INTO TROUBLE THIS TIME SHE IS DEFINITELY GOING TO DIE!!!!! ARGH I MEAN IT!!!!!!!!!!! I'M GOING TO CUT AND SLICE UP ALL HER CLOTHES... DESTROY ALL HER STUPID STUFFED CRAPS.. AND I'M GOING TO SHAVE HER HAIR THEN I WILL FRY HER AND CHASE HER OUT WHEN MY PARENTS ARE OUT... STEAL ACID FROM THE CHEM LAB... EH NO, I GET SOME ACID FROM THE CAR BATT... 4 MOLS AND SPLASH IT ON HER!!!!

NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LET HER FEEL THE PAIN!!!!!!!! NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... NO WAIT, I WILL SELL HER! HAH FAST MONEY. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ cool. LET HER BE ENSLAVED BY SOME EVIL CREATURE. HAH! SERVES HER RIGHT!!!!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHH............................ I DON'T CARE... I MUST TAKE REVENGE THIS TIME. DON'T CARE IF I GO JAIL. IT'LL BE WORTH IT! THAT'S HOW ANGRY I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAIT, MAYBE I GO GET BELACAN HAHAHAHAHAHA THAT'S SO DISGUSTING D'YOU KNOW HOW KAMPUNG PPL MAKE IT? OH YEA... I'M SO ANGRY I'M WILLING TO WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW AND SMEAR IT ALL OVER HER!!! SO ANGRY I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY PRECIOUS SLEEP AND EVEN CHOCS... I SHOULD MELT THEM AND DIRTY HER STINKIN TOYS WITH IT AND EVEN TANGLE IN INTO HER HAIR. OR BETTER, USE CHEWING GUM! HAH.

I'M GOING TO PLOT THE BEST WAY OF TAKING REVENGE NOW. JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU NOT TO WORRY BECAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO LET HER DIE..SO FAST... I'LL DEFINITELY TORTURE HER FIRST.... NYAHAHAHA... TRY TO TEST MY PATIENCE IZZIT... HAH AS IF SHE DUNNO I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO PATIENCE!!!!!!!!!! HUH. SHE IS GONNA GET IT THIS TIME.

i'm so sorry... i'm know i'm hurting you... didn't mean it... i'm sorry... i'm so sorry, poor com, i know it's not your fault...

BUT STILL, SHE IS SOOOOOOO GONNA GET IT... HAH.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

mad ambitions

ambition, goals, desire. all big words. since there are people who start grumbling because i failed to update my blog, i decided to write a post about the big words.

okay, so everyone should at least have an ambition or a goal or even perhaps a desire to boost you, to motivate you for future purposes. however, once again, i failed to come up with any. can’t quite remember. so here i am, sitting down, crackin my head for any ambition that i might have or have had. which reminds me of a conversation elaine chai and i once had. lols. so from there, i finally decided that i may have an insane goal. want me to share it with you? aight, here it goes.

my craziest ambition in life is to marry a wealthy man who will love me as much as i love him although i am forever number one on his list. eternal flaming love. eep that’s sappy. owell that’s not all. this man must possess certain features, or characteristics, or whatever you like to call it.

in no particular order, this man must be a handsome, good-lookin, macho man. not only that, he’s got to have a really nice body, nice hair, nice eyes, nice nose, nice eyebrows, nice hands, nice muscles, nice voice, nice features, nice everything. tall, tanned, dark haired and so ooh-la-la. a man that is to die for. perfecto.

loyalty is another issue. i will not tolerate disloyalty so he must be 100% faithful to me, me, me and ONLY me. he should understand my green monster wanting to scratch the eyeballs out of other itchy got-nothing-better-to-do-than-ruin-other-people’s-lives leeches and not give a * about them clinging slugs. and if anyone tries to destroy my happiness, action through the law will be taken and the culprit will wish it were never born.

he will let me have absolutely everything and anything i want. no, he’s different from a slave, buster. he’s much better and more preferable.

also, he must be able to obtain a very lucrative sum of money or income every month too. and ALL for me to spend. nyahahaha. he will always buy me lotsa goodies and flowers. he will adore me in every way possible. what can i say, i’m the queen of his heart. haha.

oh, and the engagement ring must be something simple but spectacular. i don’t like all those funny things on it. simple yet elegant.

i will also have my own chain of departmental stores in which i can shop in whenever i choose to. with designer boutiques and all, it’s so easy to obtain whatever object i long for.

we’ll also have private jets, humongous mansion with a swimming pool, a tremendous garden with beautiful flowers blooming everywhere, gardeners, servants, cleaners and chefs in the house 24/7 on the go, ready to prepare anything anytime. latest models of every desirable car i like, a personal library of books and movies filling rooms from top to bottom, a cineplex in our very own home and also huge bathrooms with tubs, showers and everything else complete. oh, not to forget a stable with many horses and a large field for them. that way, i can go horseback riding anytime i want. whee~ and then, we must have lotsa dogs. i must beat my aunt’s record! hah. i’ll have at least 10 more than her. but my goodness, if so i now will have to have at least 60 dogs! olly. maybe i’ll reconsider this. anything else that i wish to add in the future must not be a problem either.

but still, it isn’t nice to just stay cooped up in the house. sometimes, we should go out to posh or not posh restaurants, taste new exquisite dishes, drink magnificent wine, catch up with some friends, joke around and laugh at lame stuffs.

he will also be a sporty man who will accompany me wherever and whenever i wish for his presence, on absolutely any occasion to whatever functions, be it lame or whatever. despite all this, he cannot be a wimp. getting bullied by other people is embarrassing. the only person that can bully him is obviously me alone. now that is final.

i understand his busy schedule, but he will have to find time for me. haha. he’ll be like my best friend, my husband, and all those things that a proper husband is supposed to be. he’ll pamper me. aah, now this is getting better. oh, and i forgot this bit, he’ll hire bodyguards to protect me and have top security impassable by the useless, worthless trespassers. haha. set my ferocious dogs on them man. gar.

at least once a week, i get to pamper myself, relax and enjoy at any beauty salons or spa or whatever place i wish to. aah, we will have very frequent enjoyable holidays to many places too. it’s like a never ending honeymoon around the world. cool.

olly! speaking of this, it means i’ll have to have children????? eeeeeep. guess we’ll just put that issue aside first. MAYBE i’ll talk about that when i’m older. but for now, main objective = enjoy life. muahahaha.

this dream guy must also be a reasonably understanding person but aggressive during suitable times. otherwise he’s a wimp, right? anyway, he has to be a smart witty person who can humour me. hahaha and i will make him give at least 25% of his income to charity each month. it’s nice to be good to others, right? a candlelight isn’t dimmed by sharing it with others.

we both must have good health and grow old together too. aww ain’t that sweet. lols.

even so, it’s still not that simple. sizzling chemistry must be present. two halves to make a whole. there has to be some click between us duh~ how do you expect to live with someone you despise or hardly communicate with? you nuts?

UNFORTUNATELY... yeah, of course there is the catch. UNFORTUNATELY, i’m afraid joyce, elaine and i have agreed that these type of perfect gentlemen have all gone extinct. aih. all my hopes crushed. now i’m to leave out this goal in life. darn. i thought it was perfect.

p/s: kinda imaginative eh? lols. this is all crazy talk. elaine and i did discuss bout something like this sometime ago. people who heard us were just shakin their heads. haha. kinda funny though. lols. please note that this is all for fun, mostly female talk really. don’t mean to offend anyone. my apologies if i have offended you, directly or indirectly. chill. whoo a long post for you to enjoy, adrian. now stop nagging… lols. jk