Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Miraculous Christmas Mood (extra long post)

We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
And a Happy New Year

Once in a year, is not for the miss
To visit our neighbours and sing out like this
Friendship and love, good neighbour abide
And peace and good will the whole year around

We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
And a Happy New Year

We light a thousand candles bright,
Around the earth today,
And all the beams will shine across,
The heaven’s grand display.

Yea over land and sea tonight,
The joyful message brings,
The birth of Him, our Lord and Christ,
Our Saviour and our King.

Dear brightest star o’er Bethlehem,
O let your precious light,
Shine in with hope and peace towards men,
In every home tonight.

In all our house so cold and dark,
Please send your warmth sublime,
The warmth that come from Jesus’ love,
This blessed Christmas time.

O come all ye faithful; joyful and triumphant,
O come ye o come ye to Bethlehem;
Come and behold him, born the king of angels

Chorus: O come let us adore Him,
O come let us adore Him,
O come let us adore Him,
Christ the Lord.

Sing choirs of angels; sing in exultation,
Sing all ye citizen of heav’n above;
Glory to God, in the highest glory.

Yea Lord we greet thee; born this happy morning,
Jesus to thee be glory given;
Word of the Father, now in flesh appearing.

A ray of hope flickers in the sky
A tiny star lights up way up high
All across the land, dawns a brand new morn
This comes to pass, when a child is born

A silent wish sails the seven seas
The winds of change whisper in the trees
And the walls of doubt, crumbled, tossed and torn
This comes to pass, when a child is born.

A rosy dawn settles all around
You’ve got to feel you’re on solid ground
For a spell or two, no one seems forlorn
This comes to pass, when a child is born

Spoken:
And all this happens because we are waiting
Waiting for one child
Black, white, yellow, no one knows
But a child who will grow up and turn
Tears to laughter, hate to love, war to peace
And everyone’s neighbour
And misery and suffering would be words
To be forgotten forever

It’s all a dream, an illusion now
It must come true, sometime soon somehow
All across the land, dawns a brand new morn
This comes to pass, when a child is born
This comes to pass, when a child is born

Felix Navidad (pa pa pa papum)
Felix Navidad (pa pa pa papum)
Felix Navidad (pa pa pa papum)
Prospero Ano y Felicidad

Felix Navidad (pa pa pa papum)
Felix Navidad (pa pa pa papum)
Felix Navidad (pa pa pa papum)
Prospero Ano y Felicidad

We wanna wish you a Merry Christmas (la la la)
We wanna wish you a Merry Christmas (la la la)
We wanna wish you a Merry Christmas (la la la)
From the bottom of our hearts

Christmas carols… there are no better songs than that… ahhh… those are the songs that I will pick if the carollers ever come to my house. All my favourite songs… Merry Christmas and Felix Navidad they will sing as opening and closing respectively… I will pick A Thousand Candles, O Come All Ye Faithful and When A Child is Born. There are too many to be chosen. I love Christmas Carols!!! They are lovely!!!!

Anyway, today is my happy day. Finally I can ‘yat hau ngau ding’ or ‘yi kou yao ding’ that I will get my Miracle Box!!!! In KL laaa… my mother had to ring up the Relation Pathway Sdn. Bhd. to ask about it… she tried Trinity Methodist Church first, to ask them where they got the disc to show it in Kenyalang the other day… and they said they borrowed from KL!! That’s really weird. Borrowed? Why cant they buy a copy? Hmmm… so then my mum called the Relation Pathway Sdn. Bhd. to ask where they got it to borrow to Trinity… then she asked if can find there, then they said yes and she said ok when we go KL we’re going to buy!!! Wahahaha… I feel so happy! Haha… and it’s DVD yet it is only RM18. probably the cheapest original DVD on earth hahaha… anyway I feel so happy!!!! 100000000 thanks to Relation Pathway for menunai-ing my hasrat since last year. Haha… cant wait liao!!! Although I am not as mad as Lionel about his Donnie Darko… hehe…

Is this blog getting a bit quiet? Sorry lah, because my brother’s computer is wrecked and my comp’s connection is slower than the hakisan of rocks by the seaside or the formation of a waterfall, so I type this whole thing out and post it using my cousin’s computer and his connection. The kindest cousins on earth hahahaha… my brother’s computer siao already. Eat up all my documents worr… then dunno berak to where. Huh. Then everything mysteriously goes poof so I kept whacking it and I think it is so dead… who ask it don’t want to cooperate with me… cheah…

Did u see this year’s TVB anniversary results? My goodness arr… they actually abolished so many awards and invented so many. They abolished the My Most Favourite TV Role Awards and the Partnership Award. How can they do that??? Then the added in Pei Jiao Award (I don’t know how to translate this. It is for the 2nd main characters lah) and some best Serial la etc awards. Wow, that means now it is hard for ppl to win awards liao… and the best actor and actress awards this year uhhhhh… roger kwok and lisa. Can faint. Uhh… dunno lah… this whole year I did not touch TVB series. Canggih? On whole year. I cant believe it. I mean, I watch 2004 productions this year lah but all the new serials I did not bother looking at them. Hehe.. at least Gigi didn’t win anything…huahahaa…

I have an addition to my favourite kid stars (too bad, still a female)- Dakota Fanning (a westerner, are you guys proud of me? Haha). I only watched her inside I Am Sam… ahhhhh she’s soooo cute inside!!! Dunno how old was she that time lah but now she’s 11 only and she’s one rich (she started at 6) Canggih le…. Everyone says she’s sooo adorable and sweet and talented… she acts better than Gigi, I tell you. So I kept watching I Am Sam until I can almost memorise all the parts hehe… of course I did not put my Ada aside laa… without fail. I watch her serials everyday. Haha.. especially Lok Sun!!!! I love Lok Sun!!! I’m on episode 25 and I don’t want to continue because it is sooo sad and because 2 more episodes and I finish the serial. Haizzz… it is one truly sad serial lah… dunno why I like it so much. Sooooo very much again. Never get sick of it. Watch over and over and over again…hmmm… I started liking Ada when she was filming this series… and never got sick of her too!!

One more. There’s this China singer Han Hong which is also superb and I also like her songs (sorry, another female) her voice is so strong lah and high and Canggih,… the list cannot end. But don’t keep thinking me everything female female la. I also like Hacken, Gallen, Steven, Moses, Eric Suen, Lawrence etc… these people really rock haha… I only don’t like Moses inside Lok Sun when he slapped Ada in episode 25 when his father died. Unforgivable! I just cant forgive. Everytime I watched that part I start shouting at him especially because it wasn’t Yan Fook’s fault. Grrr… even when he go over to Huen Huen (Sonija) and pian xin towards her I also don’t mind (I fast forward). And the part when he keeps disappointing Yan Fook e.g. he said they will be husband and wife together and that they will grow old together (then he killed her) and he keep promising her about everything say I will love you forever la you’re my fav wife laa then he goes off and does all the bad stuff in front of her and I hate it also when he just starts scolding and ‘fa pi qi’ or lose his temper before giving Yan Fook a chance to understand what’s happening and then when she explains to him then he says sorry and all those stuff. Bleh… yea yea then he says he wont repeat his mistakes anymore then he runs off and poisons her (and when she was dying, he regrets!!! What the heck??!!!!) Also during the times when he just gets to suspicious about Yan Fook and doesn’t trust her at all!!! arghh… I mean, she’s like the smartest and the kindest person that time and she’s so sensible, she wont do anything against you laaaarrrrr… but good actor lah… make me hate him so much at those parts… oh and I love Cao Zhi (Steven) inside… he’s so sweet to my Yan Fook too bad they couldn’t go together… only after they die, I guess… that was so sad when he flash back the part he proposed to her and ask her, you forgot meh? Awww…. Soooo sad… I enjoyed all the Ada and steven parts in that serial lah… hehe… and I watch Legendary Four Aces too! All for Nnadia, Lam Ka Tung and Nick Cheung wahaha…. Nnadia is soooo weird in there… hehe… I cant believe during the tvb anniversary only Nick won a prize for it. Of course, I think all of them should win…

Now life’s so relaxing and me and Cas no need to kena picture-lunged (jiu fai) anymore haha… not that we always kena or something… haha

Anyone watched Harry Potter 4 yet? Any opinions on it? To me… hmm… a typical that type of movie. I have no particular comments actually, all movies are just like ‘that’ to me… so… okaylah… interesting, funny, scary, etc everything inside it. But I heard a lot cut off? Dunno, I didn’t read the book. Don’t know half the characters. Mtyp can be the witness… when she says the name I’ll be like; who? Describe him. What did he do? Etc hahaha… I’m just too lazy to read books. I tend to fall asleep. So u see how hard it is for me to study all the fokuses for the exams (not that I ever)… I read comic also can become sleepy arr… so TV and VCD or DVD are my companions haha…

This year Christmas Mass which church to go? Methodist or R.C.? St. Joseph or Holy Trinity? I think I go St. Joseph this year haha… last year went to the other one… should have a change this year. I sure can sing the songs liao.. hehe just that I dunno what to say…

I should stop typing liao… oh but before that… one more thing. I once gave my takziah to my plant that died because I thought I chakked it not ‘in’ enough, I take back my words. It is alive!!! Alive once again!!! Dunno why. The other day little leaves just popped out of the places where the original leaves dropped off and now it is growing even faster than my B.A. I gave it a name D.T.A. (dead then alive) haha… cant wait for the flowers to grow!!! Haha

Oklah.. before I end… a few lines from the disc in which Ada is talking (where I got during the night me and cas watched Miracle Box in Kenyalang):

“Everlasting love means even when we die, we will meet again one day in front of God. This is the Christian faith.”

“Even though a relationship is short-lived, if it is colourful, well communicated, it is a wonderful relationship. If the relationship is a very long one, say it lasts sixty to seventy years but there is no communication in it, it’d be a pity.”

“We can’t dwell in our pain, or else we’ll never grow.”

“I couldn’t even get this kind of love at home.”

“So I thought, Lord, You never left me, You are still there.”

“I was at the home of a sister. We talked about my life experience. She was trying to heal me with God’s love... …she asked if I see Jesus was with me in my childhood. I said I didn’t, I didn’t see Him with me at all... …there was a lot anger there. She told me to take it easy and used prayers to help me. I still saw nothing. I only saw a very dark place. A little girl was in bondage there. I saw a little girl in pain. Then a man dressed in white appeared. I can’t even describe what his image was. I only knew he held her with his hands. The bondage was gone...”

“Christians enjoy indescribable joy when their families accept Christ.”

“Every word of it is so true.”


Oh ya, if a kid asks you ‘why are adult’s voices like that (I dunno what ‘that’ means also- should be during singing)?’ how are you going to answer? I answered her like this: you are still young. Wait till you grow up. (good answer?) hehe

*typed on 22/11/05

Friday, November 18, 2005

haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY


hahaha neh today's this crazy girl's birthday. nyahaha for her birthday present, i'm gonna fry a slice of her meat (flesh) for her. hahaha

S.O.R.R.Y. my apologies to all

i wish to take this opportunity to apologise... especially to the great almighty *cough cough CHOKE* adrian chin chong and annabelle for the slack in updating my blog. so so so very sorry. BUT i really don't know what to type. the most i've been doing this hols is sleep, eat, watch, breathe erm maybe move and maybe read. i don't think there's anything else. my life's quite boring these days. but i'm not complaining cause i get to have all the sleep i want... nyehehe

okay. so let's see what i have to say... oh yea... kevin clark is cute!!! nyehe. born in december 1988. whoa he's cuter than jesse mccartney (jesse's not that cute really) haha. not bad. plays the drums and a little bit of guitar. but he's cute! nyehehe. oh ya! i just found out that oliver james is like 25 this year! that's so old. well, he's the same age as edison but oliver james mostly act as a teenager or something. eish misleading. he's so old! i thought he was like 18 like that or something. guess i wouldn't make an awesome judge. haha. but kevin clark is cute. haha.

harry potter and the goblet of fire is out! woot~ but i'm watching it a little later. saw the trailer though. the cho chang girl seems quite okay lerr dunno why a lot of people hate her. maybe they jealous kua. hmmns... and the cedric guy cute mer? yech. and the harry potter here... why his hair mostly so... rumpled? eep. oh yea.. i still haven't read my harry potter and the half blood prince... i don't dare to read it and i can't bear to read it... dumbledore DIED!!! no.... *sniff* owell....

haha. something funny happened last night. i was watching tv and at about 12.30 am. then i got mysteriously hungry. SO i crept downstairs past my parents bedroom... very very quietly.. to sneak into the kitchen and grab some food. haha so funny. but then right... on the way to refill my bottle i spotted this small crocroach under the table. eep it looked so disgusting with this super long what do you call that? antenna? ah whatever lah. so it had this long thingy and ergh let's just say i decided to take a different route. eep. but then the fear of a lizard jumpin out at me was there. haha speaking of lizards. i remember my aunt's house in kl... soooo many lizards. one time a small lizard fell on my head. YUCK! freakingly disgusting. YUCK. but it got off as soon as the fell. good thing that part of my hair is cut off already. yuck. oh another time, this kinda big lizard ran past my foot. yeep.. gives me the creeps. i quickly washed my foot with soap man. whoo.. freaky experience. but last night no lizard attacked. i managed to smuggle some junk food into my bedroom and eat. yum. haha. my parents sleeping. thank goodness they didn't hear me or else... huh. no need to elaborate. you get the picture.

haha. today's my youngest sister's birthday. she told me she cried this morning. haha. just because she watched this sad part in the movie. i was still sleeping then. but she told me just now and i laughed at her. nyehehe. kekeke. owell. too funny bah. and i think both my sisters are crying now. cause they're watching this serial which involves a lot of dying and sorrow. eeh i just hate this kind of serials. speaking of which korean, singaporean and taiwanese serials are famous for. day and night 24/7 crying non-stop. it's like in every scene, there has to be some crying, be it joy, pain, sadness or whatever. so useless. cry cry cry... day and night also cry. of course sometimes got some hilarious serials. but mostly involves crying wad. true or not? haiyah. at least the hk movies okay marr.. less crying.. excluding the soap operas or whatever. eeh..

okay lar. this should be long enough leh... =) see ya..... soon..=)

Monday, November 07, 2005

yawns ^o^

good day peeple... nyehehehe it's been a long time since my last post. *cheesy smile*

haha. sorry lah, but i was too preoccupied with... things. =) aihs, hols. when did it start? and what's today's date? oh well, i really lost track of time. oh well. and i've been doing a lot of sleeping lately.. my head feels all so woozy and heavy now. aihs. *stretch* aihs, i still feel like sleeping though, hahaha. and i've been doing a lot of eating as well. all the fatty junk food especially. olly.. i'm seriously gonna put on weight. add on to the number of tyres? haha la-di-da..

oh yea joyce.... when was singing again? oh no!!!! tonight eh.... it's monday right.... OH NO!!! haha. oh well. now's eight something... aih. whoops sorry. oh yea, i think i'll start next week or next month? cuz i think not very ngam with my erm schedule. sorry yea. and you must call me when you read this. you gotta explain this... thing to me. yeah? kay, thanks. =)

aiyoo, what a tiresome week. nov 1 - makan dinner at the club. my sis bday bah. nov 2 - oh prize giving day. come home and ong ong la. nov 3 - i think i went to the club to borrow some books.. aihs.. can't remember. but i know it involves a lot of eating and going out. nyehehe. now my sleeping time is terribly altered also. from 11.00pm - 6.45am to 1.00 am/2.00am - 12 noon. song ar... haha. but a lot of times, what i do until so late i also dunno. so don't ask me what i do. i really can't answer. haha. time just fly so fast bah. haha. aih, i can still remember when i was in kindergarten A1. next year, i'll be in Form 5! holy *! my goodness.... haha too fast, too damn fast! aih, i dunno what to type lah.

let's see, what did we do on the 2nd last day of school ar.... oh yea... we carried... stuffs.. nyehehe. so funny. before that i was eating McD lah. haha. tsk tsk. human labour. kekeke.

oh yea, judith mcnaught is not a bad writer. quite creative oh, and very descriptive, unfortunately at rather sick parts too lah. but once you reached that section, just skip that part bah, nothing wrong. so i read this double standards already. one comment.. damn damn damn damn funny. haha. i know i laughed til my sides ached. joanna introduced me to these books that judith mcnaught wrote and she got me kinda addicted to it. perfect was really really sweet and there was this really sad part.. well, so did double standards. but anyway, perfect's sad part was like about 50 pages long. couldn't bear to read it. jo told me it was very sad and her mom cried when she read it so i was kinda scared to read it. guess what. i scanned through it lah. but it was truly sad. too bad i didn't cry... haha at least i didn't laugh, unlike the evil jo! mrs chan would definitely say "hearts of stone and souls of lead" haha. but it was a really sweet book. i should read paradise too. well, we'll see. jo said that was kinda sweet too, but also with a terribly sad part. aih, this author must be quite a saddistic person. of course this is an opinion only, no need to like get piss off at me or anything. sheesh. keep writing sad stuff only bah. haiyah. maybe i should stop reading her books. but i've only read two. and i like double standards. perfect's too emotional though. not suitable for people like me. i need books with more laughs. so humour me. =) *winks*

aihs, dunno why i wrote bout that stuff also. oh well, just ignore that part lah. but i'm still no nerd. i dun study 24-7 bah. i baca buku cerita bah. "tuk ku jai su" nothing to do with studies at all. =) so oh well. i'm wondering if i should read paradise. hmmns. see lah, now i'm so lazy. *yawns* did you yawn too? i read somewhere that yawns were contagious. hehehe

=.="""" -_-{zzzzzzzz] i think i'll just sign off here. =) toodles.

huahahaha.... la la la-ing tonight!!

excited yet bored... happy yet sad... cold yet hot... want yet dont want.... hahahhaha.... so... you want to understand what i am yakking about in here must think the way i think... haha... i may use funny words... but if u think how i think u can get it too. e.g. morning = xx. get it? no? too bad. qing liu yi next time lorr....

btw Morning went to batang ai la spent dunno how long there and enjoy like what... i never even breathe the air in batang ai, or walk on the land in batang ai, or touch the molecules of water in batang ai... haizzz....

oh yea, www.loveflorachan.com... got some Ada stuff.... those flora fans bat kuai wai their idol's best friend make video oh... did u hear about it LAMOMOK? hahahaha i bet u didnt.... so now i wanto watch it...

i honestly emailed Nadia Chan for her autograph... believe? i hope it is real... if it isnt then i dunno how liao... hope hope hope must pray hard hard that it is true... anyway my mum allowed so i hope nothing happens... if it really comes i will bring to school and boast to you guys. like what i did with my precious Ada autograph... the moment i took it out of the envelope i ran out of the car and boasted to the dearest Annabelle hahaha and she was jealous... hahaha.... her real autograph worr.... but unluckily i still never see her before... argh... too bad lah... but i dont think lamomok got Flora's autograph... hahahahahahahaaaha... that one i can boast to him wahaahhaha...

to lamomok : you watched behind the fame before? just asking only... did u see how flora cried in there? awww.... so sweet.. ahahaha

tonight... i will sing son
tonight... i will go church
tonight... i will see them
tonight... i will start being busy
tonight... is the beginning!! i can wait yet cant wait....

wahahahhaa i havent do add maths yet!!!!! ahhh.... that can wait.... hahahha.....

Sunday, November 06, 2005

my malang day

yesterday was the most malang day of my life. see, in the morning when i was walking down the stairs, i missed a step and fell down right onto the floor and hit my knee (it's still red now), and i fell down right in front of my father... no face ar.... so, then at about 1.20pm i started from home to go guzheng. then, at the king centre round about, some idiot started driving the stopped suddenly. so, unluckily we were at the back so we banged into the back of that stupid CRV. it was quite new, QKT/U and it is pada his muka although we had to pay for it... who ask him suddenly stop halfway... idiot... too bad it is the law that the back one is always wrong. i see that guy i wanted to slap him in the face, his argh look...so annoying. so i ended up punctual but last at guzheng so mtyp and the rest so 'kindly' reserved the middle and best guzheng for me...

yea, i think that's all...probably there's more but i forgot... the only good thing that happened was at night when i played saidina and uno stacko with my brother and sister... in saidina my sis was first to bankrupt hahahaha... she went to jail 6 times huahahahha...

and where in the world did cas disappear to? why so long she didnt post anything? i bet she's in kgs. now the blog is so dead... you cant kao me to revive this blog... i have nothing much to type... my life quite boring arr..

and one more thing. IMU rocks la... you know what they did? they showed The Miracle Box in their lecture theatre, and my brother said the whole place was packed.. but he didnt go... nevermind, at least he watched before... and he said he's going to help me find the disc in KL!! about time.... he should have said so ages ago. i dont understand la... how come in kl got,inkch got but i still cant find it? so unreasonable... when even in the university they show it... jealous....but happy la... so many people watch... hehe... only those that left halfway in kenyalang are those that dunno how to appreciate entertainment... probably they did not understand... there was only english subtitles and there were so many old people there... but that movie so nice what... should get 'Morning' to watch once i get hold of he vcd or dvd... she should have a dv player...so rich... haha... i like the front part, the part they showed the real Dr. Joanna Tse Yuen Man that one was so sad... at least in Lifeis A Miracle the real person got talk.. but they couldnt even have the video of Dr.Tse when she was alive... that's so sad... i watched a bit of her funeral on Astro before... her parents were soooo sad...haizz... but she so berpengaruh lo... after her death even the China president? or some big people in china acknowledged her... and the HK chief executive, the previous one, Tung Chee Hwa also acknowledged her... one mulia person la...

and now about my B.A. of course, it's growing very canggihly.. but i'm still waiting for it to flower... that seems to be taking forever... i must put baja liao... but later i scared euthrophication happen... then it will be water pollution... in the drain la... but that's still bad. the B.O.D. value go up then haizzz.....

stop here lah... cas, GET BACK!!! haha...

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

ooohhhhh.... bye f4!!!!!!!!

i dont want this year to end!!!!!!!! i like this year!!! i hate form 5!!!!!!!!! arghhhhh..... i dont want to be in form 5!!!!!! and i also hate people thinking that whatever i do is not as good as expected... i dont like it when people start saying and comparing me with other people... it:
1. humiliates me
2. makes me feel stupid
3. makes me get angry
4. makes me annoyed
5. makes me feel that i am present just to be compared or to be talked about.
6. spoils my mood for a long time
7. makes me be a paranoid
8. makes me start imagining all sorts of things
9. makes me cant sleep at night
10. makes me feel that all i have done are wasted

so better do so... i might get angry... wahaha

i hate the stupid line!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my song was at 2.5 mb over 2.6 mb and the supid connection got cut off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no mood liao bye bye