done over gone. end. full stop.
add maths truly is sad. sad as in sad sad sad.. and here, i would like to thank annabelle, joyce and elaine again... for making my project a great success. without them, i would undeniably be DEAD. fried, slaughtered, however you want to phrase it. i don't care. i feel like a hypocrite though. for thanking edna. yea right, she helped me. she just make matters worse. stupid cow..
anyways, as you're all well-notified, we spent last night and this morning at anna's house. broke another record. whee. last one was at jo's but only until 12. at anna's i stayed til 12.30 only lar. haha. but still.. the road in the core of the night seriously is just too freakingly silent.. it just gives you the creeps. no kai lun, it does not feel as though you own the road. maybe next time, joyce, we should sleep over at someone's house when it comes to project.. haha jkjk. i still love my home better.
thank you everyone, who have hepled me selflessly in one way or another to enable my project to be completed, directly or indirectly. i gratefully thank you.
aah, now i must talk about my injured feet. it's bad enough to have a deep cut and colourful bruise, but to have a broken nail which cause profuse bleeding is undeniably unbearable. Annabelle kicked my toe during P.E. it was so fast, my big toenail broke with a "Sccchr" effect. First, i could see my toe turning bright pink at the injured spot of which the nail was ripped off. Slowly... there was this dark bloody red stuff overflowing my toe like some volcanoe eruption. olly~ i got mr mong's permission and limped to the office to get it cleaned. he seemed kinda freaked out by the blood. haha.i know people who saw it on the way got shocked. i was disappointed, though that no one fainted at the sight of blood. hehe jkjk owell, i guess i'll just have to wear my slippers for a longer period. kekeke
-sad life-
okay man, this is gettin real ugly.. better stop here.. gotta finish my chem peka anyway. tata~
posted by casandra @ 8:54 pm
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15 Comments:
Hmm... piakia. U getting very weird man. Ppl call piakia r those low lives outside. Don't act like that u jus lowering down ur standard. Hmm... it's back to him again. When will this ever end?? Well i guess the next chapter of my life is to stop this as i can't really stand it anymore. Hmm... u say he think he so popular. He knows he has a lot of enemys. It jus called doing his job ok. He saw jeremy's mp3 he confiscicated it jeremy wasn't that pissed he knew that was his job. N for example ur fren joyce sum how ppl say she demerited us for eating in class. I dun mind. I know wad i doing is wrong n wad joyce did is just carrying our her duty as a prefect n i respect wad she did.
The kicking of the toe was an ACCIDENT! >.<
no doubt u must carry out ur duty... but u don't have to act so arrogant u know. he can be more friendly and humble la, dun have to act like it's all about him alone. that's sad.
why do you think so many ppl hate him? it's not like ppl hate him only after he got the power.. before that already lor.
he's ur best friend, of course u support him ma, but try stepping out of that circle and try to see what all his enemies see. come on la, be fair here. honestly, do you think everyone is an idiot hating him because other people hate him? that is obviously illogical.
it's the attitude, excuse me, not his power. what's there to lose if you just be humble? is it so hard? you for example is a humble person. but he.. he is NOT. face it, he is NOT.
p/s: pai kia... u call that low... then what do you call some bomoh spiritual curse or something?
anyway, i did not say anything about going to a paikia for help. so what's that got to do with me being low? hey man, don't twist my words and don't put words in my mouth. i know what i said.
i was saying, there are others who know paikias okay. and what they can do is unspeakable. so watch his attitude. like i said, it was a "friendly" warning. if i really were to call paikia, do you think i would even warn him? i'm not stupid you know.
was that so easy to misinterpret? o.O
Haih Cas, whatever it is let it be.
It's not like he purposely wanna rub power in your face. It's just that sometimes ppl misunderstand the way he do things. Mebbe because you misintepret air muka or whatever. Let it be la k?
Like what Sjane used to say, don't let your blood pressure go up because you so blatantly dislike someone.
can't stand it ma... eye also painful... obviously have to vent anger out somewhere right... but i dun care bout him la... haiyah
Hi, just happened to stumble upon your blog and read this entry. Well, I think this is a clear cut case of sour grapes. Honestly. But I do not know you personally so I don't know what is the true picture. However, what I do know is that this year's batch of prefects is definitely not as good as the previous years' bathches. This is not my opinion, but the general opinion of the teachers, staff and other students of Lodge. So, instead of squabbling among yourselves, isn't it a more reasonable thing if you all stand united as one to uphold the discipline of the school and show that you are just as good as any year's batch of prefects? You are all prefects, the ones who are entrusted to uphold the discipline of the school, and what you do instead is go around threatening people with paikias. Imagine that! It's ridiculous, and so shameless! Imagine what other people would say if they heard that a LODGE SCHOOL PREFECT is going around threatening other people with paikias! Even paikias themselves are not that low, man! This is what I call lower than low. So to all the Lodge School prefects, pull up your socks, and do what a prefect should do. You are supposed to be a united team, not to fight endlessly amongst yourselves. Imagine the good you can all do if you use your energy constructively to do something productive instead of squabbling childishly over minor issues. Everything can be solved, eventually, in a civilised manner. If you have a problem, lay it down on the table and discuss it in a proper manner like all civilised people do. There's no need for violence. Unless, of course, all you want to prove is that you are a violent, uncivilised person who thinks that your fist is the way out of all the problems you face. Please, do grow up!!!! Trust me, the world would be a happier place if you could just listen to the advice of the elders and be more civilised... There is always a way out in every problem u face, and violence is not one of them... Definitely not.By blogging this, you are not showing disrespect to the person you are disrespecting and insulting yourself. You are a girl, I gather, and this is not the way a polite, gentle girl should behave....=)
o.O i don't think i said anything abt going to pai kias to punch him or something. all i did was remind some people that there are a lot of people not very fond of that specific person.. and if he don't at least try to change himself..be more humble.. he might end up some day beaten up or something.. pai kia memang scary bah.. i'm proud to say, i have never and never thought of resorting to paikias... but i have heard people talking bout this matter and somehow associating it with paikias. and only one conclusion is possible.. he's probably thinking bout going to some paikias or something. so if the person don't realise this.. then the consequences are not pretty. that's what i meant... but if some misinterpret it, then... owell.. what can i do.
it's not like i've not tried to get along with him... i've tried... but i really can't stand it anymore... it's too much to take. i mean, how can you stand it when a person speaks to you as though you're dirt? but then again, he's of higher pangkat, cannot be i tell it in his face right. like do you think you'll tell your boss, "hey man, could you please speak to me more gently? i don't quite like the way you speak, as though i'm goo"
aah, but today, we had a meeting about this though the contents of it must be kept confidential. i really hope he'll change for the better la. he used to be a nice person, but over the years, he just grew more and more arrogant and that's probably the main reason why so many, including his old friends have turned against him. like i said, what's wrong with being humble.
well, the meeting has solved the problem, i HOPE. i guess only time can tell. but seriously, i was not threatening him, however ambiguous my words were. if you don't believe me then up to you la.
But ppl can take it as threats. It sounds sometimes like a threat.
Anyway, glad that you cancelled that bit of that blog.
Things might get back to normal. But only if you work to the bone and collaborate to make it normal. It's time for the hatred to stop.
well, the meeting has solved the problem, i HOPE. i guess only time can tell. but seriously, i was not threatening him, however ambiguous my words were. if you don't believe me then up to you la.
I think this is the first positive quote in this post by u cas. Hehehe... I can't say that u know wad u feel as i'll be lieing. So i can just say that if u truthfully want things to get back to normal n be frens like all times or just stop this dispute. I'll be the first to help. Even though sacrificing a lot of my time. I wouldn't care less. Time shall go by no matter wad. So make the time u spend meaningful. Good luck to all u ppl wif grudges. Hehehe... Smile always =)
Hrm... this has been getting very ugly... but i can't say who's right and who's wrong bcuz there's always 2 sides to one story... but wadever the case... all i can say is that F5 will be ur last yr here n it shud be treasured... so hopefully all these misunderstandings can be resolved so that ur last yr in Lodge will be a pleasant one...
finaly sum1 tokin w more sense. sumhw d one-yr-senior seem 2b giveing a more constructive advice compareing to some.. n out of curiosity how do some retired tch who do not know you personally kno u fr lodge n is prefect. LODGE SCHOOL PREFECT is going around threatening other people with paikias WOW psychic i don c anitin in ur blog sayin u a lodgien prefect. wow aniwei tis ur blog u can rite wtv u feel or wtv. ppl dun lyk dun readla easy isn blog spose 2b lyk jurnal o sth ritin wt u feel
I agree with mystery. A blog is supposed to eb an online diary in which you can write whatever you feel and you can vent any frustrations in it (just don't post anything too nasty).
Anyway, I don't think that anything Cas posted suggested anything to do with pai kias. Please stop misinterpreting so. @.@ What really grabbed my curiosity is how an ex-Lodge teacher who doesn't know Cas personally know that she is a Lodge prefect and actually understand what she was talking about. Anyway, this issue was pretty complicated already without other third parties crashing in.
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Oh, and to the Ex- Lodge School teacher...
I understand that you are only trying to give some constructive advice but:
"So to all the Lodge School prefects, pull up your socks, and do what a prefect should do."
In my opinion, the prefects are doing fine.Impartially, I have seen countless times, most of the prefects sacrificing their precious time, patience and energy to carry out their duties.
"You are all prefects, the ones who are entrusted to uphold the discipline of the school, and what you do instead is go around threatening people with paikias. Imagine that! It's ridiculous, and so shameless! Imagine what other people would say if they heard that a LODGE SCHOOL PREFECT is going around threatening other people with paikias! Even paikias themselves are not that low, man! This is what I call lower than low."
No one was going around threatening people with pai kias. =_="" In my opinion, any ex or current Lodge teacher would not jump to conclusions before making any further accusations but to further investigate the situation. This will only complicate the situation even more.
"There's no need for violence."
No one was suggesting any =_="""
"Unless, of course, all you want to prove is that you are a violent, uncivilised person who thinks that your fist is the way out of all the problems you face."
I know Cas longer and she is not the sort of person who would resolve to violence. It is a pure insult that you would actually suggest that she is this type of person.
Btw, you misspelled bathches
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@Cas:
As on of the admins, you can edit and delete any unwanted comments if you want.
Anyway, just try your best to get along with him. Good luck to you two and hope that things will change for the better ^^ It's not good to hold grudges. I used to be that way but I learnt that it is healing and much healthier to just let it go. Smile everyone okay? Our year has too many cliques (though everyone's improving)... and sometimes too much hatred and meaness amongst each other. I've seen too many people being hurt or taken for granted.
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Haha, this must be the longest comment I've ever posted =P
i'm just too frickin lazy to entertain people who can't seem to get the right idea.. i've made my point and some people misinterpreted it. all i can do is try to make peeps understand what i'm trying to say. if they just still don't get the bloody idea then i'm not gonna give a * bout this * no more. i've already corrected two people and whether or not they get it, i really don't care.
i did not say anything about going to a paikia for help.
that was the first correction but apparently SOME people don't read everything. HA-HA.
i've deleted that part of the post because it seems some people have some issues about it. i didn't even freakin state who i was talkin about yet some people find it distressing. either they're overly presumptuous or feel too guilty. i can think of no other reason. wow and true, this ex-lodge teacher is so clever. wahseh know i talkin about who. WOW i don't recall putting in any names even. pure brilliance. tsk tsk.
so man, this is my blog. where else do i vent my frustration if not here? you want me to tell it to the person in the face? haha very funny. but seriously, i also wonder how a person who don't know me personally can know so much about what i'm talking about and who i'm talking about.
wat is happening to everyone?everything seems to be falling apart ever since i left..lols..owels..just try to get along with each other..dont forget all the good things that one has done..i know one bad thing can overshadow it all..but never forget the good things.everyone has their own opinion but there r feelings involved as well,if you have a problem with someone..don need to publicise it,just confront the person and talk to him/her one on one..i hope all of this has come to an end..peace out..
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