eye bags

i've been stuck at home for the whole week. besides today, for the past week i only went out ONCE.. sarawak club. mad man.. ok.. mad woman... i'm literally rotting at home, maybe the bugs wont even want to scavenge me because there's nothing worthwhile..

my cousin came to stay for the night. a surprise, but since she's one of my more-liked cousins, i dont mind. i actually... dont mind. it's nice to have company (although we dont talk) anyway...

now waiting for my sis to come online. the limit is 2am. if she's not back by then, i'm going to sleep. orelse tmr no kueh chap liao le... it's such a chore being in different time zones =(

i feel bored. sleepy. cold. tired. frozen. lonely. and sometimes i wish there were someone who has the same interests as me. someone who would gladly laugh along and 'gostan' with me. someone who will help me do the fastforwarding to parts that we like. instead of me rewinding, forwarding, giggling and laughing like a mad fool to myself.

泛爱众　而亲仁　

we must love a lot of people, to get close to more than 2 people. =.= wrong explanation, just ignore me.

i think sometimes it has a logical meaning, or maybe i've been watching too much that i'm beginning to think along the line.

why is it so hard to find someone 'talkable' to?